[Chorus]
Crossed my heart, I'm hoping that I die quick
Crossed her out, I seen her on my eyelids
Lost the crowd, I'm speaking to the silence
Now I'm falling out of love with my likeness
Getting stuck trying to be who I once was
Fuck the past 'cause it's drenched in my blood lust
I was living with my dogs tryna run it up
Crossed my heart, I didn't feel the love enough
[Verse]
Yeah, back then was bleeding optimism
Lot of money coming in with good intention
Coming with it good intentions
Poisoned by the greed of people in the business
I just had to walk away and took a little intermission
I still posted but nobody was there
Was making music for a while that only stood up and stared
I started drinking every night until my mind was impaired
And then I'd tweak like someone put some chloroform in the air
I gave a stupid performance and had some people recordin'
I did a verse of the Rossi but people said it was boring
I started getting exhausted and all the hate was abhorrent
That's why I lost motivation and said I'd never be torn, yeah
Stomach pains while I'm writing some weak shit
Sitting still it will feel like I'm seasick
Nowadays everything is looking decent
The industry took my soul but couldn't keep it
[Chorus]
Crossed my heart, I'm hoping that I die quick
Crossed her out, I seen her on my eyelids
Lost the crowd, I'm speaking to the silence
Now I'm falling out of love with my likeness
Getting stuck trying to be who I once was
Fuck the past 'cause it's drenched in my blood lust
I was living with my dogs trying to run it up
Crossed my heart, I didn't feel the love enough
[Outro]
Crossed my heart girl, I didn't feel the love enough