[Intro]
Mine has been a life of such shame
I can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being
[Verse 1]
Clawing for answers
My arms have given out
The knowledge is nowhere
What is nature about?
Everything's unanswered for why we are
My vision doesn't help, I'd rather starve
Pain is a necessary end to me
When the violence is only internally
The boy that you knew is a skin I wear
It's a shell living life in eternal despair
I can't stand to wait another day
Unless everyone laughs to fill the blank
[Chorus]
Mine has been a life of so much shame
I'm a clown, laughing stock who can't take the blame
I've tried to study all
Men and women
Because I am no longer human
Mine has been a life of so much shame
I'm a clown, laughing stock who can't take the blame
I've tried to study all
Men and women
Because I am no longer human
[Verse 2]
The fate that eats me inside
It claws for my insides
My hearts one and true decline
A shadow
In the back of my mind
In my darkest bind
In my heart you'll find
That
The boy that you knew is a skin I wear
It's a shell living life in eternal despair
I can't stand to wake another day
Unless everyone laughs to fill the blank