[verse 1]
I hate myself for all i've done
Smashed my morals one by one
Obsessed and deranged, this feeling so strange
Drowning in excess this i must confess
If i opened up my mind and let you take a look
I'm sure you'd run away
[chorus 1]
Now i see right through the force fed lies
What i thought was true, now i despise
If i can't save myself
Then i would rather die
[verse 2]
This broken machine is so unclean
Too much damage is done too far gone to run
Gratification for myself desecration
On hands and knees i pray
My faith in god has led me astray
What else am i to say
[chorus 2]
Now i see right through the force fed lies
What i thought was true, now i despise
If i can't save myself
Then i would rather die
[verse 3]
I told you a thousand times
I'd do anything just for you
But you took it from me
And threw it away
But now i understand
To you it was all a game
But to me it was all too real
[chorus 3]
Now i see right through the force fed lies
What i thought was true, now i despise
If i can't save myself
Then i would rather die