[verse 1: toby from 59th]
Mind on a thread of a cloud but no, i couldn't tell (tell, tell, tell)
Why everything that they tell me it put me through hell (hell, aye)
Why all my people they choose either money or jail (jail, jail, jail)
My little brother believe in me how could i fail? (how could i fail, aye)
Sighing too deeply it's harder to for me inhale
Sinuses weekly, i stress like a brother compelled
Tales i believe about how all my elders prevail
I anecdote daily, my brother brother need brand new mercedes
My father mother need plenty priority land
Sed i got the world in my hands, all in the plan
I drew a line in the sand, that i'm gon' meet all your demands, it's all in the plan
I'm pressing digital dash in a car that i don't even have, are you having a laugh?
Anecdote daily, hope poppa know he not getting grandbabies
I don't even know how to care for my safety or self
How i'm caring for anyone else, i threw empathy out of the door, when my uncle put head to the shell, death it marry me well
I threw empathy out the window, my indoor was starting to smell, those that carried me fell
I can't take it no more, it's my turn to prevail
Scars and my wounds they were starting swell i can't take it
Pressures amounts to these thoughts, i can't fake it
Ashes to ashes to ashes i hate it
Bury the hatchet or bury my favourite
All of these actions keep testing my patience
[hook: the rabbi himself]
I could blow off a season
Running from wall to wall
I get insane from masking the pain
I’m loving the curses all
I got me the least solutions
You bagging it tough like you carry the answers
Baby you off the season
Baby you vibe is treason
I need a place to bleed
1 litre bottle to carry my spirits
When i’m feelin off indeed
Hm mh mh mh
I need me a lot for me
Ma dawg
I need a lot for me
I need a lot for me
Stop it
[bridge: toby from 59th]
Made it out the shade but the sun don't cast
Every day's the same but this pain won't last
Can we go somewhere away instead of nowhere fast
In my mind we're washing up inside this warm beach sand
Bridge
Made it out the shade but the sun don't cast
Every day's the same but this pain won't last
Can we go somewhere away instead of nowhere fast
In my mind we're washing up inside this warm beach sand
[verse 2: toby from 59th]
Hand to the cause, head to the sky but both of my knees to the floor
Hand to the board, writing conclusions and thesis, i couldn't make sense of it all
How selfish i wanted you living for me
How selfish i didn't consider withdrawal
How selfish to label you coward and weak
How selfish of me trying to take you from god
You braver than me unc, yeah you braver than me, (gunshot)
I couldn't commit
They said you were weak, i just couldn't convince
Especially since i backed out of attempts (pass me the celly)
Fuck you mean lebo od'd?
Og just saw him last week
I'm losing sleep
If i don't go to the funeral i might not have to believe it but still
A part of me died when they told me my uncle was gone my dawg, i keep him alive
A part of me died when dawg couldn't take it no more my dawg i keep him alive
A part of me died when they said baby cousin no more my dawg, i keep her alive
A part of me died when mom could give no response my dawg, it's tears to my eyes
[hook: the rabbi himself]
I could blow off a season
Running from wall to wall
I get insane from masking the pain
I’m loving the curses all
I got me the least solutions
You bagging it tough like you carry the answers
Baby you off the season
Baby you vibe is treason
I need a place to bleed
1 litre bottle to carry my spirits
When i’m feelin off indeed
Hm mh mh mh
I need me a lot for me
Ma dawg
I need a lot for me
I need a lot for me