I should have known
All of my intentions were wrong
All of my commitments were based on
Mistakes that I could not recover from
You’d never know
I was out of control
You’d never know
You’d never know
What qualifies as self-destruction
Is not something that’s visible
Is not always a cut on the skin
Is not something predictable
’ve never known
How far I will go
I’ve never known
I’ve never known
I can’t stop my ears from ringing
I can’t describe the sound I’m hearing
The old familiar song of a frequency that’s leaving me
If you’ve found that your soul’s been sinking
Reaching out for anything worth keeping
From the bottom of a sea that you’ve been drinking
Every night
Every night
I might need a moment alone
I don’t know how to tell you though
I certainly don’t want to know
What would happen if I let you go
Ah let it go
I won’t let it go