[Intro]
(Ahnboi)
Emotional control and I know
If that’s how you felt, you had every right to leave
I’m sorry
[Chorus]
I’m hiding my own feels, my pills, and all of my thrills
Just me and my thoughts, i’m lost and I’m just fine with it
It’s always my fault, I’m wrong and I’m just fine with it
But if you’re asking me, no, I’m not even worth it
I done lost my soul, all alone, so what is my purpose?
I’m stuck in my feels, got chills, and I might scarf down pills
[Verse]
Uh, uh, can I be wrong? Yes, but I’m not always
I’m healing myself, my heart and I’ll be healed someday
It wasn’t my intention to hurt you my love
You tried your best with me and that’s what I really loved
I would say I was good to you, but my communication was off
I was exhausting, draining her off
Emotional control and I know
If that’s how you felt, you had every right to leave
I’m sorry
[Chorus]
I’m hiding my own feels, my pills, and all of my thrills
Just me and my thoughts, i’m lost and I’m just fine with it
It’s always my fault, I’m wrong and I’m just fine with it
But if you’re asking me, no, I’m not even worth it
I done lost my soul, all alone, so what is my purpose?
I’m stuck in my feels, got chills, and I might scarf down pills