[intro: vic vega]
Yeah, yeah. uh huh. yeah. drop that shit
[verse 1: vic vega]
I sat alone hibernating while i'm sitting at the park contemplating
The struggles having no friends in life it's complicating
Hoping everything will be alright but that's a lie
Every day i'm losing hope cause i have no one sitting by my side
I don't recall good memories at all
It feels like i'm just another disappointment in y'all
Working a nine to five job has got me living like a sucker
Always feeling so depressed i wish that i could bomb this motherfucker
Up in flames just vanished without a trace
Asking god and said to him how do i really find a better way?
Times is hard and leaves me permanently scarred
I'm looking back and then i realized my childhood was robbed
Now all i see is yellow stars and grey clouds
Black skies, a full moon and inner demons trying to shut me out
So many thoughts i need to share it keeps killing me
I never opened up that's why i lose all of my energy
[chorus: vic vega]
I'm walking down this long road just by me myself and i
Me, myself and i
Me, myself and i
Been lonely all my life so why you acting so surprised?
Acting so surprised
Acting so surprised
I've been struggling for years so it's been a long ride
Been a long ride
Been a long ride
It's just the way i am when i'm struggling through these times struggling through these times
Struggling through these times
[verse 2: vic vega]
I never opened up about my feelings to everyone and that's a fact
Holding my sprite can inside my mind i'm having flashbacks
Drinking my sprite to help me get through the day
Feeling tired every day now my eyes are feeling pain
Too many bad memories putting me off
When somebody feels alone, people will see you as a laughing stock
So i decide to stay away from everybody
Sitting inside my room, the bass of my ears go boom
Kept a playlist on my samsung smartphone
Sitting inside my room playing my music all alone
While i'm staring at a ceiling visualizing my past
Struggling to cope with stress but all i want to do is rap
When i close my eyes everything feels like a dream
Having crazy nightmares most times i cannot go to sleep
16 years old what will my life be like, my brother?
Cause i don't wanna grow up to be a part time sucker
[chorus: vic vega]
Walking down this long road just by me, myself and i
Me, myself and i me, myself and i
Been lonely all my life so why you acting so surprised?
Acting so surprised acting so surprised
I've been struggling for years so it's been a long ride
Been a long ride, been a long ride
It's just the way i am when i'm struggling through these times struggling through these times, struggling through these times
[verse 3: vic vega]
Sometimes i wish that i could open up a bit more
I used be an innocent kid but now i'm feeling no remorse
Thinking about the times when i was pushed into a corner
And that was out of order, my happiness and joy was falling shorter people made fun of me cause i'm a loner
When i become older my heart was slowly getting colder
Sitting on a bench trying to look for inspiration
One day i want my music to reach the whole nation
Having dreams to be famous has been my goal
Moving the whole crowd when i began to kill the microphone
But right now i feel alone and watching by
A lot of cars, buses, the bikes on the streets going by
Looking to find a way to write a song in my diary
Overcome the pain by the music is what defined me?
Cause in my lowest moments i'm my only homie
Now i know what it really feels like to be lonely?
[chorus: vic vega]
I'm walking down this long road just by me, myself and i
Me, myself and i, me, myself and i
Been lonely all my life so why you acting so surprised?
Acting so surprised acting so surprised
I've been struggling for years so it's been a long ride
Been a long ride, been a long ride
It's just the way i am when i'm struggling through these times struggling through these times, struggling through these times
[outro: vic vega/lennox's monologue]
I've been going through a lot of hard times lately so i had to find a way to get back on my own two feet