Oh yeah
Taking it back one time
There's a story about the struggle
I know everybody’s out here going through something bad in their life
But it's so difficult to find hope
It's hard, you know what i mean?
[verse 1: vic vega]
I started off as an innocent child who’s always living foul
Been running wild ever since i was a juvenile
I think i'm going insane
I feel betrayed because i lost too many friends and family i knew along the way
Cause all my life i contemplated suicide
Cause in the past i remembered the bad things that happened in my life
I'm just a boy with a broken dream
I saw my parents taking drugs when i was only 15
This is a story about my trials and tribulations
My school days was rough, i never had an education
Spending all my life trying to survive through the masses
Ever since i was betrayed it became a violent bastard
Working at my job has now destroyed by mental health
I'm always feeling suicidal so i guess i die by myself
Now i understand the harsh reality
I'm just a lonely child with no friends who came from a broken family
Childhood trauma has destroyed me ever since
As a child i was surviving by violence and alcoholics
Every day i'm losing hope
I'm waking up to a violent warfare, inside of me somehow i couldn't cope
Cause i’m tired of committing sins and i’m sick of fake friends
And i really just want this fucking pain to end
I can't take this shit no more, man
Yo fuck this shit, man. fuck this shit, man
Die motherfucker!!!
[chorus: vic vega]
Peace to everybody who didn’t deserve to die
Peace to everybody who lost their life to suicide
Peace to all the women who've been suffering in silence
Peace to all the rappers who died from gun violence
Peace to everybody who fell victim to drugs
Peace to all the homeless people living in the slums
Peace to all the families who lost a loved one
And peace to all the hustlers who's out there making buns
[vic vega talking]
It's so tragic, you know what i mean?
People die every day
I know that children are growing up so fast, you know what i mean?
But you know it’s hard for children to look back at this because they don't want to say the never ending cycle
[verse 2: vic vega]
I'm tired of losing friends and the people i cared about
I lost too many friends now i don't even know their whereabouts
Tired of seeing people get inverted over jealousy
Or working full time where nobody here is proud of me
Cause all i ever see is fake friends and hypocrites
Cause all i ever got was false promises and disrespect
I wanna change my own dreams
How can i change my dreams when everybody don't want to see me succeed?
Somebody's watching me somebody's trying to kill me
Somebody's hating on me every time so can you feel me?
Friends are not supporting me throughout my whole journey
I'm sick of getting stabbed in the back it really hurts me
I wanna be a famous rapper and make dreams come true
Making music shall be my everyday reality
I need to find a way to keep me back on my feet
I need name for myself and get up off the street
Because it's hard for a brother to stay strong
My childhood is gone so we gotta move on
Peace to everyone who can relate to this
This is more than just rapping over some gangster shit
Peace to all the children trying to stay out of trouble
And peace to everyone who didn't make it through the struggle
This song is dedicated to everybody, man
We love you, man
[chorus: vic vega]
Peace to everybody who didn't deserve to die
Peace to everybody who lost their life to suicide
Peace to all the women who've been suffering in silence
Peace to the rappers who die from gun violence
Peace to everybody who fell victim to drugs
Peace to all the homeless people living in the slums
Peace to all the families who lost a loved one
And peace to all the hustlers who's out there making funds