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So i guess the whole world would be better off if i was dead and gone. i knew i was scared to die
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Behind these eyes of mine i suffered throughout the years my brothers look into
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Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see?
[verse 1: vic vega]
I'm falling to the floor feeling scared and i'm closer to crying
Cause every now and then it's like i'm getting closer to dying
Closer to trying because the pain is hard to forget
Going through these violent storms i know how dark it can get
I'm losing people that i care about, it hurts me the most
Paranoid is my mind they got me shooting at a ghost
Manipulated by the sounds and the evils of lucy
Constant screaming in my mind, it's like i'm trapped inside a horror movie
God damn my lifestyle is infamous
Cause where i'm living at i'm surrounded for all the wickedness
It's like god has never heard of me
Every night i sleep with my weapon i think somebody's trying to murder me
Waking up screaming from the top of my lungs
Gunshots in my head because i hate to hear the sounds of guns
These rainy days are getting worse
Traumatized as a child because i'm mentally disturbed
Domestic violence all my childhood my heart got colder
Couldn't withstand all of the pressure that's all on my shoulders
That was a pain that i felt
It's the return of the menace is always having doubts and it's like that
[chorus: vic vega]
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see?
[verse 2: vic vega]
All i see is pain, agony, fear and suffering here and it's killing me
So until the day i die will the whole world remember me?
I feel lonely and depressed, times be getting hard
About the failures here in my life i start to question god why do i always keep losing people i care about?
Writing songs dealing with death is something most people don't speak about
Why do i feel happy and sad at the same time?
I got so many dreams of people out here trying to take mine
I used to be the happy kid back then
I used to play spare time with all my friends back then
My childhood was gone and i've been haunted by my fears
Saying to myself was i really meant to be here?
Parents were the reason why they traumatized me
Getting bullied during school and nobody was looking for me sometimes i feel like i just want to slit my wrist
Cause people look at me like i don't even exist, hey
[chorus: vic vega]
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see?
[verse 3: vic vega]
Dear god, i'm having a hard time and i think i need some guidance because i'm jumping towards the soul who's been exposed to all the violence
Been having troubles getting to know about religion
My family never loved me from the start, it's unforgiven
Through all the years i was trapped in hell
Emotional abuse in this house i'm hearing my parents yell
Praying to god reminded me about my mother
She was hypocritical, she misused it and always causing drama another reason why i didn't go to church
Most of my peers use it against me because they never learn
Going to church, thinking things would be alright
My mind slowly dying down my belly's got me thinking suicide heartbroken, misunderstood and feeling numb
Losing consciousness i'm staring at a female nun
She says talk to jesus and tell him how you feel
Started breathing heavily and all my secrets have revealed
I'm just a lonely child traumatized by the past
Nobody understands me so i resorted to a violent path
Cause all my life i felt so easily attached
I showed everybody love but nobody gave it back, hey
[chorus: vic vega]
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?
Look into my eyes and tell me what is it you see in me?