[intro: vic vega]
A new journey is about to begin
Where do we go from here?
Tell me, where do we go from here?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[verse 1: vic vega]
I've lost respect for everyone who always stabbed me in the back
Couldn't believe what i saw and what i heard it makes me want to snap
The same people that are cool as a child
The same ones who tried to ruin my life and they was running wild
A broken family embrace a lot of jealousy
Envy, lies and hate wanting to get out of this fucking place
So i continued struggling to find employment
Working at mcdonald's cleaning hotels didn't enjoy it
My first job helped me overcome my family drama
She keep dragging me through hell, looking back sometimes i wonder
How did i get to this point in my life?
Cause what's happening in my eyes i always break down and cry my father became the same thing my father abused her
I've always hated him cause he's a motterfuckin' loser
As a group, this trauma made me mad and reckless
My family hated me, so i needed to keep my distance
[chorus: vic vega]
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
[verse 2: vic vega]
I'm finally packing up my bags and i'm leaving this town for good
I was betrayed and pushed to find i'm just a man that's misunderstood
Family members turn their backs on me and that was slow
Parents and i used to go at each other's throats
My first journey to becoming independent
When i'm in my element these obstacles became challenging
Applying for jobs on seat was unsuccessful
Vomiting the stars are on the way is fundamental
Living in taupo was getting boring
My auntie tried to call me on a smartphone but i stopped talking
Me and my family never got along so easily
Writing stories relating to my life was slowly healing me
Because my auntie she was playing both sides
Heard her talk behind my back is when i knew it took me by surprise
Cause i got tired of people always coming with that snake shit
And even to this day you're still a traitor, so just face it
[chorus: vic vega]
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Oh, where do we go from here?
Ah, where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
{verse 3: vic vega]
Where do we go from here, that's the question?
No place i want to go, my life is like a gta mission
My grandmother's house was sold we went our separate ways
Auntie raylene got too cocky and i was ashamed
So i blocked the number and lost contact cause i hated her
She used to pick on me the same time i was making her
Feel so disappointed who was treating me like i'm a kid
Wanting to do things my way in life and so i did
She wants a manipulative control freak
It's my turn to change my plans and get me back on my feet
She helped me but in the end she threw it back on my face
Made my life a living hell because i wasn't safe
I said my final goodbyes to all my co workers
Wanted to find my own path i took a step further
Got my suitcase i got some help from kath
She helped me get away and still i thank her to this day
The day i choose happiness over my family
Writing personal letters to help me overcome the tragedy
Nervous and scared i've always trust my gut feeling
Decide to leave this town and look for a new beginning
Moving away it was my biggest decision
Travelled on the bus and so i left, did not regret it
Cause every time i always question about my escape
My time on the bus felt like the ending to the graduate
Mixed emotions building deep inside
I was happy leaving but i was not even satisfied
[chorus: vic vega]
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Tell me, tell me
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
[outro: vic vega/lennox's monologue]
This was the most difficult decision i had to make in my life.it was just me on my own with a black suitcase waiting for the bus. i wasn't happy at all when i realized the apartment i went for was a scam online. i fell victim to an online scam and i wasn't so smart about it. so i was on the verge of homelessness