[verse 1: vic vega]
Sometimes i want to grab a gun and throw my brains out
Sometimes i want to slip a wrist cuz i just want to let the pain out
I've been traumatized since the day that i was born
I'm sitting in a bathroom having suicidal thoughts
I feel lost, i feel betrayed, i feel abandoned
I tried talking to god but he wouldn't give me answers
These violent thoughts just brings me close to death
My mother used to say that i'm the reason why my faggot father left
Somebody saved me, i'm hearing people screaming
I'm feeling paranoid every day i'm seeing demons
I feel depressed, i feel like the world's against me
I feel lost in the world, i feel hate, i'm feeling empty
I guess this knife will help ease away the pain
Since my grandmother died my life wasn't the same
I hope you get the chance to read my suicide letter
So goodbye everybody i'm leaving you forever
[chorus: vic vega]
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm sick of having thoughts of suicide
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! because i hate to see an angel cry
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i feel tears falling down my eyes
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i realized that i was scared to die
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm sick of having thoughts of suicide
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! because i hate to see an angel cry
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i feel tears falling down my eyes
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i realized that i was scared to die
[verse 2: vic vega]
Somebody help me!!! what's with all that screaming?
He's losing pulse, he's not breathing
Somebody call an ambulance!!!
9-1-1 - what's your emergency, can you tell me what's the reason?
A man is dying, he is bleeding!!!
Don't worry, help is on the way
Lennox, can you hear me? you have got to keep fighting
You have got to keep trying. can you hear the sound of my voice?
Lennox, can you see me? lennox? lennox, can you hear me?
Lennox, can you tell me what is wrong?can you tell me what's going on?
[chorus: vic vega]
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm sick of having thoughts of suicide
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! because i hate to see an angel cry
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i feel tears falling down my eyes
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i realized that i was scared to die
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm sick of having thoughts of suicide
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! because i hate to see an angel cry
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i feel tears falling down my eyes
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i realized that i was scared to die
[bridge: vic vega]
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
[verse 3: vic vega]
They say a soldier dies once in a coward dies a thousand deaths cause every now and then i'm always feeling so depressed
I've been struggling for years now my eyes are filled with tears
I'm losing my mind but times i want to disappear
Cause i can feel tears falling down my eyes
All i see is dead bodies all these force got me traumatized
Inside my mind, i'm always fighting a war
Because i never felt pain like this before
I wanna cry but i don't remember the last time that i cried
Letting the world know that i'm ready to die
I'm trying to build a future but i keep on losing hope
So i'm in the bathroom writing a suicide note
That's when i know my whole life's in denial?
They should have murdered me when i was only a child?
[chorus: vic vega]
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm sick of having thoughts of suicide
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! because i hate to see an angel cry
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i feel tears falling down my eyes
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i realized that i was scared to die
[bridge: vic vega]
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
I'm sick of having thoughts of suicide?
Because i hate to see an angel cry?
I feel tears falling down my eyes?
I realized that i was scared to die?