[verse 1]
Everyone on earth is born with their own star as guidance
When it was my turn i found that i was drowning in a silence
I should laugh with insincerity, i smile in a trance
The sound of dislike, a dull ringing i just cannot stand
[verse 2]
Every time i spoke, the only cause was resent, they said my
Tears were never grief, they said that i was being envious instead
Oh, you think it's wrong that i'm so good at hiding who i am?
Pretend to care but really i don't give a single damn
[pre-chorus]
Even though, even though, even though you're a lying hypocrite
It's all so, it's all so, it's all so insipid
[chorus]
Hello, mister hate, good to see you here again
See, it's fine, i already know your lack of love shows i've been cast away
In the back of my throat it thrives unchecked
It's a pure, transparent, viscous cloud of mud and
There, in the mass, with the hundreds stained as is
Here i pray
Since my joy just seems to ruin all that's in the present
I sacrifice the unbid alternative
I don't care that it's sin, it's fine, now sayonara
[verse 3]
Assuming the world could function just how i wished it did
I think it would be fine if everybody else was filled with discontent
In fact if everybody stayed alone like me and never changed
Surely i alone could have happiness
[bridge]
Filled with love and grace, waves of support
A world where loneliness doesn't occur
I wish for happiness that won't ever fade
It'd stay
Yeah, it's too late
[chorus]
Hey, mister joy, you've taken a wrong turn
Must be nice, always receiving gifts of love that you didn't really earn
Wasn't dumb, didn't have to play pretend
Yet i'm still left with crumbs, the miserable part of the share
Lifting me up, acting like i needed help
Charity only given since you thought that i was insignificant
Condescension, your actions were so dull
If you disappear, i'd be fine, now sayonara
[post-chorus]
Here in the light i stand
I, i can't breathe, i am suffocating
Shadows nowhere to be found
Will anyone tell me where to find them?
Even if my hatred never ends, won't relent, i'm content
Reward or reprimand, doesn't matter, i will not repent
I will hate to the end of my extent
I don't care, it's just fair, whatever, sayonara
[outro]
Since at the beginning there was nothing at all
If it all ceased to exist, fine, sayonara